Eve of Results Day

Tml morning will be seeing dr at NCC for the scan results...bone and ct scans... my mum is very worried...so am I...
As usual... the time before results is hard to get by... thou u wish the day will not come...but still u want to know the results asap... the thing will always at the back of your mind no matter what you are doing... you know it wont help anything....but you just cant help to be bothered by it...

Went to bugis temple this afternoon to pray... the only thing I can do to make myself feel better... hubby suggested to go tml morning with my mum before the appt... and I just called mum.... she sounded worried and sian... understandable... the call has affected me in every way.... it adds to my emotions... I hope we will get good news tml... it will be the best birthday present for my mum.... thursday is my mum 54th birthday...

Had a talk with hubby just now on my mum condition.... we both cried... I feel consoled with him around... he says he is going with us tml for the appt... he cancelled his debriefing for his reservist... I appreciated it... at least there is someone to give me support... as Im always the only one with my mum for almost every dr's appt...

The last ct scan mum did was last year.... she done it before her last chemo starts... ct scan... followed by chemo... followed by chestwall resection op.... I hope this ct scan and bone scan is negative for metastasis... really really hope....